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05:55 Dec 31 2023
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Happy birthday, Carlotta.
05:22 Dec 24 2023
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--This year at Hogwarts I'm really looking forward to
submissive Hufflepuffs--
Nope. Hard Pass. Those kitchen gremlins are psychotic, with a capital Psyduck.
Holy shit.
Hope against hope...06:02 Dec 21 2023
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Look at this photograph...02:34 Dec 20 2023
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Shindig
Our Mrs. Reynolds
Heart of Gold...
Nice picture frames, for sure.
Time.
23:17 Dec 11 2023
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Is it horrible?-- Not wanting the closure you'll never give.
I hate you.
I miss you.
Have you finally chosen to forget me? Do you now give me the relief of making it easier? Or have you simply stopped caring?
Perhaps a lucky one might seek my attention?
Ay dios mio...23:36 Dec 07 2023
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Do you believe in Love at first hear?
Heh... I'm more than certain I'll never meet this woman, but hearing her voice her own poetry, in Spanish and English...
I got hit by a train.
And her hair?! Christ...
It's like I'm under the effects of some powerful hallucinogenics, that makes things real. 🖤🖤
S... O... Fuck you.16:36 Dec 07 2023
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In my teens, someone told me I needed to swallow my pride and ask for help. I was confused then because, I wasn't struggling with anything. That being said, very rarely ask for help. And it's not out of pride. I'd rather not see the side of people when they can't be honest with themselves and be upfront about just not wanting to, or not being able to help.
Because when I don't even ask for actual help but just information, and I am met with silence, it reminds me, that asking for... anything... Just breaks my heart and builds my jaded outlook. I can't expect of other humans what I would do... But that sneaks by, and value my connections far beyond what they can do for me. So I'm understanding of those that wouldn't be able to help.
But I'm... Far less understanding of silence left to interpretation. Because I overthink. A lot.
Reminding myself, that I'm thankful, I haven't asked for help. Because I don't need to be privy to that side of people's habits. And appreciating my lesson in knowing... Who to never... ever... turn to, if in dire need.
Connections, for some, are kept for amusement, or benefit. I keep mine, hoping to be of help to them one day. Not the other way around.
So I guess I'll keep my pride. What may remain.
09:53 Dec 05 2023
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My entire life cats have been portrayed as stealthy. This cat scares the shit out of me because she comes down stairs as if she was a fucking boulder. Jfc....
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